If Winter Ends
26.March
I'm going through my mp3s to delete everything I could, and I came across this song. I think everyone has quoted this song at some point, and right now, every word of this song is exactly how I'm feeling. I am so fucking emo could you please shoot me in the face. God dammit. I want to identify with Motley Crue lyrics, not Bright Eyes.

I dreamt of a fever,

one that would cure me of this cold, winter-set heart

With heat to melt these frozen tears and burn with reasons as to carry on

Into these twisted months I plunge without a light to follow

But I swear that I would follow anything- just get me out of here

But you get six months to adapt and you get two more to leave town

And in the event that you do adapt we still might not want you around

But I fell for the promise of a life with a purpose

but I know that's impossible now

And so I drink to stay warm and to kill selected memories

'cause I just can't think anymore about that or about her tonight

And I give myself three days to feel better or else I

swear I'll drive right off a fucking cliff

because if I can't learn to make myself feel better then

how can I expect anyone else to give a shit?

I scream for the sunlight or a car to take me anywhere.

just get me past this dead and eternal snow

'cause I swear that I'm dying. Slowly, but it's happening

and if the perfect spring is waiting somewhere

just take me there and say and lie to me and say it's gonna be alright.



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