| This is entry number 400 for me. That's a ton. I also just passed my 2 year Diaryland anniversary. Insane. Who knew how this was going to turn out? Even now, who knows how things are going to turn out? It's so fucked up, I mean, the reasons I started this thing for. And now, here I am, two years later, and I don't even think about those reasons anymore. Those things which once weighed so heavily on my don't even phase me anymore. In fact, everything that used to be so painful for me to do or see now no longer bothers me. You have no idea how amazing that feels. That isn't to say that other things don't pull me down these days, but I am so much better of a person now than I was then. Even though I have serious doubts and insecurities about my present and my future, I can look back at this thing and sort of realize that I've gotten through so much, and that I'm going to get through the rest, too. In other news, it's spring break, and Maro will be gone for a torturous 11 days. I miss her already. I really need more girl friends. Why is everyone such a cunt these days? |
